hi guys sorry for not blogging for the pass few days was really busy with my art work. Went out today, meet wei xi at 201 bus stop then headed to pasir ris inter to meet gwen, kang and kelvin, went to pasir ris park to cycle, and at about 5 zhineng came and meet us. Went to the playground there and play was damn fun can we play the crocodile game haha was damn fun, this game need strategy man. We oyabehyasom and Weixi, kang and me was the crocodile, gwen kelvin and zhi neng need to collect their shoes(sorry lazy to explain the game), we won totally with strategy. After cycling all went home to bath and went to gwen's house, i was the last one again.Sockteng, gwen, Ben, kelvin, weixi, kang,koonzhe and zhineng was also there, gwen's mum treated us pizza, we then play poker again today, the guys ben and weixi was still hungry and they called mac delivery OMG!!! Then we played the "king" game again haha lets not talk about the details haha, after that then went home at about 11.30pm walked home with teng weixi and zhineng.
I have been thinking for this past few days and feel like saying it out so decided to post it on my blog. It is so difficult and afraid to really like someone again, when i have like one for about four to five years since primary four even though i have stop liking him for about one and the half year but was still was so afraid to love someone again. When the one that i like for about four to five years had did something that make me think that it is so not worth on liking him anymore to my best friend, that why i am so afraid that it will happen the same thing again. Sorry gals, i know that you all have been talking to me to forget about it as i have to eventually be in love with someone else again but i really cannot forget about it and could not forget. Is it alright to get me sometime? And i hope that things will get better and my memories of him will fade as time pass.
